What Am I Feeling?

Tonight I'm feeling very irratable,
I'm feeling everything I say or do
Is so totally inexcusable.
I'm afraid I'm thinking that this may be the last of my blogs
I just may be going home sweet home
I figure this May be best for all others
I am still searching my soul
To find where I belong
From the day I was hurt
I've been in constant pain
I'm asking over and over again
Why must I suffer
Do I ask for too much
I'm not asking at all
I'm just here for the punch
I've been told to just turn my face
But to hell with that thought
I believe that since I still suffer
The driver should be kicked in HIS face.