Depression

DEPRESSION

23 yrs

After 23 years this memory still haunts me

Yet the harder I try it will never let go

The pain that I suffer

This you will never know

As I continue to fight

The memories 

Will not flee

As I am Daily reminded

Of this pain will forever be

My life it has been changed

Was it for worse

Or was it for better

It will be what I make it to be

To  prove this all does matter

For that everything that happens

There is a reason that I can learn 

That maybe it is possible I  can win

My life is now filled with sorrow

I wish that my life could change tomorrow 

I do understand that the past can't be changed

But it's only up to me when I make it the next day

The memories I had before I was forced to go downhill

Are supposed to be good ones

But these memories I now have

Are still with me this day

I'm now wishing they would all go away

The memories I have inside

They still haunt me today 

Of the good days I had 

Were ripped  out from under

My life it cannot be renewed 

As of this I still wonder

Daniel S. Brohn