TODAY

Today belongs to you

Don't let anything stop you

You have so much potential

That no one can take from you

Or let you do what you want to

No one can stop you

You’re an inspiration to all

Whatever' is to happen

Don't let it make who you are

Because TODAY it is your day

Don't let anyone lead you

Because TODAY it is for you

The path you are taking

It is yours and yours alone

You must make it your decision

and keep it til your done

WALKING IN MY SHOES

You can never understand what I am saying

And of this you'll never know

You've never walked inside my shoes

How dare you try to see the green light go

You could never walk along my side

If you were given the chance

You could never seem to dance

My shoes would never fit

So why should I ever give a *honk*

As of now I am still wondering why

I didn't choose to wear these shoes

I guess I’ll have to wear them

Until the day I die

Sitting on my pills

SITTING ON MY PILLS

Every night I have to take medication 

to help stabilize my mood

I've been told that I'm bipolar 

I guess this will be my food

I wish I did not need this
But they say that it should help
I get depressed and often mad
And I really hate myself

This is why I take medication
To help control these symptoms that I suffer
It's against my will
As I'm sittin' on my pills
Sittin' on my pills
Sittin' on my pills

I wish that I could change
And turn a different page
As I live this life of mine
It would never be a lie
My days are full of thrills
I can't control them at my will
This is why you'll always catch me
Sittin' on my pills

Tonight I was sittin on my pills 

Sittin on my pills

I wish that they could hear me
Or I could hear myself
For as long as I play this game
And fool them that I can do this without help

I wish I didn't need these pills
But this is none of my choice

I just couldn't hide them
I'm always sittin' on my pills

Forever sittin on my pills

Sitting on my pills

My mood gets so unstable 

I can't control it at my will

I feel I will have to face it

As I'm sittin on my pills

MY LIFE IT HAS BEEN LOST

My life it has been lost

And no one seems to care

Maybe it's me and I don’t care

For I fail to comprehend

What there is to understand

I know that my days they have no plan

So this may be the reason

I fail to understand

So why should I try

I'm sick of

Wasting all my time

While I scream out my last cry

So maybe someone will hear me

And try to make some effort

I'd rather be left alone

I've been living this so long

I'm just used to being alone

Who can I reach out to

This is why I can live without

Any days within my future

I’d just rather not find my way out

So this may be my last cry

Q

BAD MOOD

Hey Dan, when your emotions get the best of you

And you don't know where to turn

You need to remember you’re important to all

But you've learned through all those trials and tribulations

You can relate to many people who are in need of your kindness and understanding

You're a good listener and full of compassion

You can help others listen

With so much reaction

Because you've been there before

You must realize all those who are in need of your comfort

You can be there to fill them even more

You have so far touched many hearts

So you mustn't ever let go

There sure is a reason

That you need to show

So never let loose

There will always be someone who needs you

To guide them through their suffering

Don’t ever give up.

THE BOOK OF MY LIFE

The book of my life has so many pages

All these pages have so many changes

They seem to have no direction

With nothing to read

As I opened this book

It was dedicated to me

The author seemed to know

The more that I read

The more I could see

My life has no direction

Each page that you turn

Each page that you go through

You can see nothing

You can practice drawing

Much better than me

This is why my book has no pages

I am just trying so hard to make any changes
Where could I turn?
And what would I learn?

I think it’s too late

With no more on my plate

Who Really Cares?

There is only one of my staff who really cares about my safety

I am sure that others do but this one is always with me

I say I'm going to check my mail

She always follows me to the door

I only think my privacy is invaded

She seems to be behind me evermore

I question her does she really need to do this

She says that she's concerned of the fact that I might fall

I still find myself upset

Claiming I don't need her to follow

She says if I were to fall she would have to be a witness

Which may then prevent the cause of all my afflictions

I feel I'm being treated like a child

Oh this I often question

I will always need someone to watch me

I need those who really care

I just need to understand

That my safety is forever at risk

Due to my issues, my falling

I must understand

It will forever be like this