Today was my last day down
in Houston
I'm sad to be back I became
so used to it
As my mother was down to
join us
We were so happy she was
there
I was able to act normal
And not worry about the
paranormal
No threats to be made
For this I certainly was
afraid
My mind sometimes
Has more control over me
It can lead me so helpless
While my mind is never set
free
I was always to blame
I can jump to conclusions
Without any thought
And the words that I say
Come straight from my heart
I don’t seem to care
About the others I hurt
But this time I was strong
While enjoying myself there
I did not want to ruin
Christmas
Like I do every year
Because in the past
I was able to remain clear
My mind did not get scrambled
With thoughts how I'm not
so successful
As my brother and his wife
Didn't matter at all
I'm just happy for them
To achieve their goals
I just hope they are
pleased
To see that I've got what I
need
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