GUILT

I'm feeling so guilty

The Truth must come out

The hard life I am living

Was that of my fault

This now brings more depression

More anger I will fear

I might just turn on myself and end it right here

Yes, I'm considering taking my life

Yet those who really care

Try changing my mind

I wish they could feel the pain that I am now living

They may get me more help

From the pain I’m considering

Is my life really surrounded

by those who truly care?

Is it just in my mind?

I don’t see them anywhere

They may be upset

When I'm no longer around

For this I will not know

When I’m six feet underground

Of this I won't know

Should I fake it as I show

May I hang on to The Lord

Trusting He will never let go